You know the feeling when you know you’re about to cry? You don’t know why or how but something suddenly-out of the blue-triggers the emotion. Like a glimpse of a photo. The melody of a song. The sound of someone else crying. A scene from your favourite movie. It’s always something so insignificant yet forceful. So forceful that it pulls the air out of your lungs, making you choke. You can’t stop it. You gasp, a sob escapes. You blink, a tear rolls down. You try to make it stop but you find yourself clinging onto it instead. You can’t explain it but all of a sudden, you embrace it. Crying is beautifully tragic. 

i dont even know how to describe what i am feeling right now but it feels absolutely horrible.

it’s worse than horrible, its unbearable….