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"There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t because I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is the death ends. This? It could go on forever.” - Meredith Grey"

(Source: greys-quotes)

I love my mom, she is honestly the most amazing person in my life. She is so supportive, fun and just down to earth. And he isn’t just my mom, she’s my best friend. I love that we can sing and dance, act like fools. Being able to down shots with her and then barely being able to walk after. Going out to dinner and just being able to talk about everything and having random laughing fits. I love having her around and I don’t know what I would do without her in my life. I have so many incredible memories and I am just beyond grateful that I am able to be so close with her ♥

When I fall asleep, I want to curl my body around your foundation I want your body heat to warm my limbs. I want to be able to touch you. To appreciate your presence even in my sleep. Perhaps you’ll be quite smitten with my sleep snores and you’ll kiss my forehead and whisper a sweet word or two against my flushed cheeks. I might murmur your name in a sleepy state and wring my arms around your neck. I want to hold your head close to my chest so you could hear the sound of my heart. It sings for you, did you know? It’s a bittersweet song from such an ugly heart. It is a beautiful sound from a sad little soul. Whatever it is, it’s for you and that’s all that matters to me. I’d like to stay this way, just you and me in bed all day. Maybe in another universe….