January 2012
I'm not suicidal, I'm tired. I don't want to die I just want the pain to go away. I'm tired of feeling never good enough. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of hurting myself. I'm tired of crying. I'm just so fucking tired.
Relationships scare me sometimes.
Why? Because one person has the power to make or break your day. They have the ability to make you smile, laugh, and even cry. One person can have so much to hold over me. I’m vulnerable. And for me, that’s a scary position to be in.
i feel so tired, i have no energy. i am completely exhausted.
i've barely been on tumblr this week! :(